A tale of two cities

Dam it I am so confused right now. I am going back to my hometown in a few short days but something makes me not want to I have settled in so well here in Vancouver and jobs have been comming my way that it's so hard to turn them down. so my thought became this "screw Kamloops" but then it's overturned with "what no way I gota go back" it's all very frustraiting and it's got me on edge and I have sort of snapped at a few people as of late.

So what do I do, I figure it'll be a comprimize for the most part of cutting my time in Kamloops Which pisses me off because I would like to spend some time there with my friends. which pisses me off because than it makes me feel like i'm just slaking and i want to work so it's frustrates me very much either way it's be fun but rough but hey at least i know i'll have some jobs waiting for me when i come back to Van