The Phantom we hide
Thursday, August 24, 2006
I cried recently, well last night. I cried durring the performance of Phantom of the Opera, how many of us have been him (the phantom) having the person of your dreams right there filling you with there song making you feel like a man and not like a monster. Only to have it taken away (by any number of means) and than reducing yourself to the shadows once more in hopes of just seeing them hearing their sweet voice, but upon seeing or hearing you curse the darkness you put yourself in.
I did cry a second time this past nite. mabye it was stress related mabye it was brought on by heartache mabye both, she is so uniqe I am ashamed I didn't acknoledge it more in the past. That is why I cried the second time
As in somany fairytales and cinema weapons did very little but it was beauty that killed the beast
I myself am learning that I can stand tall though I just wish it didn't hurt to, there is only so long I will allow myself to be kept in the dark no matter how comforting it may apear to be.
I did cry a second time this past nite. mabye it was stress related mabye it was brought on by heartache mabye both, she is so uniqe I am ashamed I didn't acknoledge it more in the past. That is why I cried the second time
As in somany fairytales and cinema weapons did very little but it was beauty that killed the beast
I myself am learning that I can stand tall though I just wish it didn't hurt to, there is only so long I will allow myself to be kept in the dark no matter how comforting it may apear to be.